In the shape of.....

Hey bloggers. It's Thursday morning approximately 12:03 am. Its been a long time since the last post. I graduated, went to greece, cut my REAL hair, and hopefully going to get a new job. I'm starting college soon. Its the best feeling in the world knowing i can be anything i want to be. I feel like moving a mountain right now. =] I'm working on my portfilio tho.... I got some new ideas of a concentration. It's my little summer project. I got this thing in the mail some pageant thing an i think i mite actually do it but idk's right now gotta run it through the commitee.

Though everything in my life is moving in the positive direction there is somethings that have somewhat fallen off the top of my truck. For example, since i've graduated i've been soooo busy i haven't hung out with my cousin/brother and he is my best friend and apparently he feels as if i have no time for him anymore.... it hurts me like a knife. My bestie (ashante) also has similar feels. So does my aunt and my dad and my stepmom the list goes on........... I just sit an think how people are so upset and mad at me because i have no time for them at the time that they want me to be there. But the thing thats going on in my mind is i'm a good friend i will always be there im no longer moving so for right now im busy focusing on me and my future when im done figuring that out i will be there for the many people who are pulling me at the arms from different directions. But the sad thing is I AM ONLY ONE PERSON. I wish i could jump everytime someone wanted me but the reality is I can't. I am only Jawanna, one person. I hope people remember that.

(I am not saying i was right for not hanging out with you but it seems whenever you wanted to hang out i was suppose to jump up an come over. That's not realistic. I dont understand why you think were going to stop being friends because we havent hung out as much. I've been friends with you for how long??? we are not just going to stop being frineds. Things happen. We get busy. But we still have the summer and were going to the same college. Most of my other friends are leaving the state like im never going to see them again kinda thing but you im going to see. So i hope you understand why i was busy. You are going to be mad for a while but eventually you'll understand like how i now understand why you were upset. You are a good freind. I hope that never changes. Though that nite i saw a different side of you and it's funny because i lost sleep over it and stopped eating but obvisously you didnt care how i felt because you were so quick to not want to be freinds anymore which hurt like a bitch but that's life and things happen soo.)


Meaningful book title that touched my soul....
Don't Sweat the Small Stuff... and It's All Small Stuff
- Richard Carlson

....Así es la vida


.peace.☮
.love.♥
.happyness.=]
.allthatgoodstuff. =P

-Jay.Tish

hi 305,954,5611

Hey, It's been a long long time since i made one of these. Well Greece was great, not what i expected but its all good. I had fun. Idk hwat to say. but i gotta do my homework for once. I'll post pixs soon. =)

3 MORE DAYS! 3 MORE DAYS!

Yahsu kosmos (Hello Bloggers), I'm going to be in greece in 3 more days. =)) I can't wait. I'm excited about all the pictures im going to take. ohhhhh...... i can't wait. Its a surreal feeling. Like knowing i'm going to be international. oh geez it feels good. There is only 2 things im worried about. 1. the plane flight. ( I hate heights and airplanes ) and apparently im going to be on the plane for like 16 hours X 2 (going n coming). and 2. not meeting interesting people. like I know im going to meet people, im just hoping its people that have personalities that i mesh well with. But thats for me to worry about. 3 MORE DAYS! 3 MORE DAYS! lol Today was an awesome day tho. Learned alot about people *wink wink. Roger dean was good, especially the part when i DIDN'T watch the game. lol Sooooo.... yeah that be it.


.peace.☮
.love.♥
.happyness.=]
.allthatgoodstuff. =P

-Jay.Tish

Hey ya'll

Hello bluggers, It's my birthday!!!!!! yay lol. I'm finally 18. I don't know what to do with myself.

Yahsu kosmos

Yahsu (Hello) Bloggers, Hope all is well. Im super happy. This month is turning out to be awesome and it just started. kuddos right... Well my 18th birthdays next month i don't know what im going to do with myself lol.Oh yeah and then i have greece. I'm so happy. I got some awesome quotes from Miss Marilyn Monroe. Wise words from a wise woman.

Quotes... By Marilyn Monroe

"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesnt believe, and leaves before she is left."

"I don't mind living in a man's world as long as I can be a woman in it"

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

.peace.☮
.love.♥
.happyness.=]
.allthatgoodstuff. =P
 
-Jay.Tish

Whatta Sale!!!!

Converse has a FIVE DAY WINTER clearance sale that ends (tomorrow) February 26 @ midnight (12). You get 30% off already reduced items.* Their shoes aren't bad. I just realized they have about everything. While your there check out the new pop art collection. If you don't like that you can always create your own.

Wet Seal has the usual Mix it Up sale. Where you can Mix it up Dresses from $22.50 + Sandals from $12.50 = The Perfect Pair. I'm ADDICTED to this store the only thing that makes me not want to go buy a dress is the crazy cold weather outside. But that's why the internet is so great because i can order ONLINE how cool! I'm getting the Sweet Heart Halter Dress, 1 Shoulder Belted Dress, and Ruched Bust Dress.

dELiA*s has all kinds of sales. Buy one, Get one Half off! For all jeans + pants. Their jeans are comfortable. They come in any size well not any it's like 00 to 19 which isn't bad compared to other stores that only go to a 15. I like the fact that there jeans come in different colors. Another sale is All Swim on Sale starting @ 19.50



If your up-to-date with the latest fashion trends you know that skinny jeans + leggings are the new "IT". I guess you can call them jeggings there leggings that look exactly like jeans. Seveteen Magazine has a How to Wear The Hottest Jeans Trends that i call Jeggings. They have a list of websites in which you can find them.
There is a website that has all kinds of interesting topics from Fashion trends to Pop culture to the Bizarres. http://www.trendhunter.com/cool-hunting/category/Style-and-Fashion-Trends

.peace.☮
.love.♥
.happyness.=]
.allthatgoodstuff. =P

-Jay.Tish

Ja·wan·na·mo·ore·news?

Hey bloggers, Long time no post. I want to go see Shutter Island and The Crazies. But guess what, guess what, guess what? I'm in the news. http://www.thecrier.com/default.asp?sourceid=&smenu=75&twindow=Default&mad=No&sdetail=19879&wpage=&skeyword=&sidate=&ccat=&ccatm=&restate=&restatus=&reoption=&retype=&repmin=&repmax=&rebed=&rebath=&subname=&pform=&sc=1150&hn=gotowncrier&he=.com   I'm receiving an honorable mention in the Regional Scholastic Art Competition. YAY ME! The art work from all participants are on display at the EG2 Gallery in City-Place now through the first week of March. So go check it out.

Breaking News
I've been informed of a story that isn't really that shocking the killing of a SeaWorld San Diego trainer. She was drowned by a KILLER whale named Tilikum. Now I'm not trying to state the obvious but this is a wild animal, a killer whale. What do you expect? Like really? Plus Tilikum has priors "WHAT?" It has killed before, this was the third death linked to him. I feel for the family and the whale. :(sad face).

The Philip Defranco Show
I was doing my usual youtube browsing I ended up watching some of Philip Defranco's vlogs. @ http://www.youtube.com/user/sxephil I probably learned more watching his video's then what i learned in class today. Maybe because it was more interesting idk. I have one of his most recent videos below and his website. Check him out. He is also on twitter and facebook. So go follow him.


http://phillyd.tv/


My(AWESOME)Playlist ^^
Theophilus London - "Humdrum Town"
 

Passion Pit - "Little Secrets"
 

B.o.B - "Nothin' On You" ft. Bruno Mars


Plies - "Medicine" ft. Keri Hilson


Travis McCoy - "One At A Time"


Laden - "Really Like You"


Chino - "Pon Your Head"


Omarion - "Last Night" ft. Talent Couture


Rihanna - "Photographs" ft. Will.I.Am


Trey Songz - "Brand New"


That's all the news for today. Have a great 3-day weekend.
.peace.☮
.love.♥
.happyness.=]
.allthatgoodstuff. =P

-Jay.Tish

The Photographs

http://www.beautifullycomposed.com/

I ♥ Sean Paul

I love Sean Paul's new album Imperial Blaze
If you like reggae you will like this.
These are the one's i found on youtube.


Sean Paul - Press it up


Sean Paul - Hold my Hand
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i1o9HMGaWxM

The official Sean Paul website
http://www.allseanpaul.com/

.peace.☮
.love.♥
.happyness.=]
.allthatgoodstuff. =P

-Jay.Tish

AAAAAGGGGRRRRRRHHHHHHH..............>='G

hELLO bLOOGGGERRRRZ, .................. .>.< FUGDE CRACKER APPLE SAUCE huh -_- i cant think. I dislike february... But March (Spring Break, Prom, and GRADUATION) is right around the corner soooo i can't complain. new pictures from recent photo shoots are going to be posted up. STAY TUNED. have a great week.

"Don't Kanye me or I will Chris Brown you and Tiger Woods your Mother."
I saw this on facebook it made me giggle.

.peace.☮
.love.♥
.happyness.=]
.allthatgoodstuff. =P

-Jay.Tish

My Bucket list.

Hello Bloggers, In class i had this assignment, it was to create a list of 100 goals that i wanted to accomplish in life. At first I had trouble writing it then i explored the wonderful world of the internet to get ideas. Then it became easy. In the process of writing I realized that I have so much more goals I want to accomplish. These goals are a combination of things to happen in 2 weeks to 25 years. There like my future ambitions and can’t wait to check them off my list. So far I'm able to check off a couple but im excited for the adventure to come. (this has been revised)

1. Take school seriously.
2. Take the ACT and the SAT.
3. Pass all my classes.
4. Graduate from High school.
5. Get accepted to SCAD.
6. Get a Bachelor’s degree in Fine Arts.
7. Become a Fashion Photographer.
8. Work for a Seventeen Magazine
9. Open up my own studio. =]
10. Create a website.
11. Become a bartender.
12. Get a passport.
13. Travel to Greece.
14. Backpack through Europe.
15. Go on a trip around-the-world.
16. Learn every possible language and speak it fluently.
17. Get a foreign accent.
18. Learn how to say "hello" in 50 languages.
19. Learn sign language.
20. See an opera, a ballet, and a play.
21. Learn to drive a stick.
22. Learn how to ride a bike.
23. Finish a marathon.
24. Keep a handwritten journal.
25. Tie a cherry stem in a knot with my tongue.
26. Party. Hard.
27. Fall asleep completely and utterly happy.
28. Watch every romantic movie that’s out. ( and try not to cry)
29. Get kissed in the rain.
30. Dance in the rain.
31. Make-out with a really hot foriegn guy.
32. Fall in love. ;))
33. Hot Sex on the Beach.
34. Go skinny dipping.
35. Swim the 500 in 5 minutes.
36. Get a tattoo. [6 in total]
37. Get a Nipple piercing.
38. Get my CPR certificate.
39. Get my Diving License.
40. Save $100,000 dollars.
41. Form a band.
42. Learn to play the guitar.
43. Learn how to play the paino. (better)
44. Learn how to surf.
45. Learn how to snowboard.
46. Buy some stocks.
47. Get a Mac PC.
48. Get an Iphone.
49. Bowl perfect strikes.
50. Become a vegetarian. (or atleast try)
51. Lose 20 pounds.
52. Lose 50 pounds. (in total)
53. Get a six pack abs.
54. Ride in a limo with a famous person.
55. Make a difference in at least one person's life.
56. Give money to people who stand on freeway exit ramps asking for it.
57. Drive a smart car in the UK.
58. Live in a foreign country.
59. Meet a new person everyday for a year and try to learn something about them.
60. Take up Kick Boxing and Kali.
61. Take a yoga class.
62. Write a song.
63. Read every book I buy.
64. See the northern lights.
65. Have a better relationship with my dad.
66. Buy a leather jacket. (Michael Jackson)
67. Own a Nikon Digital SLR Camera.
68. Meet a monk.
69. Witness a solar eclipse.
70. Go hiking.
71. Go canoeing or kayaking.
72. Take horseback riding lessons.
73. Learn how to roller blade.
74. Learn to water ski.
75. Learn to sail.
76. Learn how to double Dutch.
77. Learn how to play poker. (or bridge)
78. Learn how to play pool.
79. Canoe through the Amazon.
80. Learn every popular dance from ballet to salsa to hip-hop.
81. Ride in a hot air balloon.
82. Go paragliding.
83. Go sky diving.
84. Go cliff jumping.
85. Go rock climbing.
86. Go scuba diving.
87. Go snorkeling in a shipwreck.
88. Ride a mechanical bull.
89. Fire walking.
90. Experience weightlessness.
91. Go bungee jumping off the Golden Gate bridge. (illegal)
92. Go white water rafting.
93. Drive a race car.
94. Learn how to fly a plane.
95. See Mount Rushmore.
96. Climb the Statue of Liberty.
97. Visit all 50 of the United States.*
98. Visit the Seven Wonders of the World.
99. Travel to EVERY Continent.
100. Volunteer at a Homeless Shelter.
101. Sleep in a castle.
102. Drive a Lamborghini.
103. Swim with the dolphins.
104. Ride a camel.
105. Milk a cow.
106. Discover what makes me truly happy.
107. Allow myself to make mistakes.
108. Learn not to take what others do or say personally.
109. Stop telling lies.
110. Laugh more.
111. Stop worrying/stressing.
112. Be ridiculous and spontaneous.
113. Learn to forgive and forget.
114. Find inner peace. (true zen)
115. Actually finish something that I start.
116. Have no regrets. ♥

This is My Bucket List.

.peace.☮
.love.♥
.happyness.=]
.allthatgoodstuff. =P

-Jay.Tish

Miss Jessie's Curly Pudding

Hello Bloggers, I hope ya'll had a great weekend... I know I did from the south florida fair to Vhaa' js black and white party. I got to see some old faces and new places. And hang out with some really cool people that i never got the chance to hang out with so it was good. But today I was looking for some ideas for my hair. I have natural hair and its really hard for me to come up with idea's. I have to like be in a mood to do it (it's kinda sad). And im suppperrr lazy so its not a good combination. But my mom told me about this curly pudding so i googled. I found some videos on youtube. Its the whole process from appling to styling. It's by http://www.youtube.com/user/FreeWorshipFreeWors . The product is Miss Jessie's Curly Pudding. http://www.missjessies.com/


Part 1- Application


Part 2- Diffusing


Part 3- Styling



.peace.☮
.love.♥
.happyness.=]
.allthatgoodstuff. =P
-Jay.Tish

I did it finally. =]

Hello Bloggers, Its kinda late, or for you kinda early. I edited the pictures from the photoshoot @ school. My inspiration was eyes. In photoshop i got a little eye color crazy. The photos were taken by Marisa Manik and edited my me. The photos i took of Marisa are still in the editing process ( i took a ton n it was not a smart idea because im still editing them). But here enjoy the latest project. And also my top 8 favorite songs.

1. Boredom

2. Can you see?

3. Green Eyed Beauty

4. Hmm...

5. Intense.

6. Little Star

7. All Smiles..

8. Speak No....

9. Say what?

Music I'm Jamming too...

• 
  
  Rihanna - Rude Boy                                          http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ybHvGCwJ6XE
  
• Mario - Thinkin' About You                        http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=53uRN2Av8so
• Chalie Boy - I Look Good                          http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ANpephxhcEo
• Ke$ha - Blah Blah Blah                               http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Sr_BWT1OsU
• La Roux - Bulletproof                                         http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EUsbpmQ9-mc
• Cold Flamez - MissMe KissMe LickMe              http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D44M6wv5o14
• Timbaland - Say Something                        http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NJ9pYU-fa18
• Trey Songz -Neighbors Know My Name     http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sw2nW8RrrTk

Lyric Quote

"You can tell me that you never heard none of my songs,
long as you end up saying 'one day you plan to listen',
because what's a star when its most important fan is missing? "
(thats a good question)

.peace.☮

.love.♥

.happyness.=]

.allthatgoodstuff. =P

-Jay.Tish

R and R

Hello Bloggers, Inspiration still needed. To much sad stuff going on this days. People dying, losing their jobs, break ups, and more =\. I can't really think now, but i got some random thoughts of mind below. Funny things happen when my mind wanders. But now i just need some r and r (thats military talk for rest and relaxation)


Random Analogy
"The last time i checked it was my life and my problems. You were like a sidewalk that i happened to be on... To bad i got in the car an drove away."

.peace.☮
.love.♥
.happyness.=]
.allthatgoodstuff. =P
-Jay.Tish

INSPIRATION

Hello bloggers, Boredom has consumed me. There is like absolutely nothing to do. &People just keep on letting me down. But you know what Nothing is going to stop my shine. =] I had a really good nap and it made me realize i can just sleep when im old and actually need it. So I am going to be on my little energizer bunny mode. I'll let you know how that goes. I got a little photoshoot going on later my model doesn't know it yet. I'm going to walk the beach and take in the sun. Have a little fun. (To Moise im like having brain farts idk what to do???) Inspiration... I like have none. (which is not good). I must say though i have some good friends. Saturday was super fun with kadeem and cliff. Sunday was good good too with my girl ashante. Thanks ya'll for a banging weekend. Now I gots to live a little. ( I'll be posting up the pictures from the make-over once i get them ASHANTE)

.peace.☮
.love.♥
.happyness.=]
.allthatgoodstuff. =p
-Jay.Tish

Never Shout Never

Hello Bloggers, I"m Happy, Excited, Pissed, Annoyed, and Relieved all at the same time. Its kinda weird. I got a webcam (one of my best investments). With the whole title im not really talking about the band when i said NEVER SHOUT NEVER. Its more like i said i'd never get a tattoo now i want one (well not just one). Going on a week now i've been having this feeling that i wanted to get one, but something random you know? I told my mommy today at the gym she was like cool maybe then i can get mines. So were going to get ours together.

So i want to get a clef in my ear,

3 stars on my shoulder,

 a tear drop on my index,

the word love on my middle finger,

some stars on my foot, something on my wrist,

and a stick figure dude somewhere idk where yet. It sounds like alot but its really not lol. ( Its my new obsession lol)

Fake it till you make it.

Hello Bloggers, Have you ever gotten so low and all you can do is just crawl up into a ball? Well thats how i was feeling today. It was one of those long bad days that felt like it was never going to end. Watch tomorrow be one of my best days ever. But till then i have to be optimistic. "Fake it till you make it" right? But lately its been nothing but new faces in old places, and hoping for some old faces. Even though that seems like its to much to ask. My heart goes out to my people in haiti. Stress, worry and hope. Thats all for today.

.peace.☮
.love.♥
.happyness.=]
.allthatgoodstuff. =p

-Jay.Tish

I'm a Pescetarian.

Hello Bloggers, I was talking to my Vegetarian friend today and i was telling her i wanted to be a vegan but i dont think i can do the whole NO MEAT thing. So i went on the internet and you know GOOGLEd a vegan, which by the way is a person who does not eat meat, game, poultry, fish, crustacea, shellfish, or products of animal slaughter. I was just like i cant X all that out, you know. But then i saw this thing about pescetarian. There like people who dont eat land animals and birds, but eat fish, mollusks, and crustaceans in addition to fruits, vegetables, plants, legumes, nuts, and other stuff. I found this website that had a funny joke so i just posted it below. 

Fish as vegetables

Here is a little snippet taken from a typical conversation someone has with me upon finding out I'm a vegetarian:

Me: Yes. I'm a vegetarian.

Dumbo: Really? So you don't eat meat?

Me: No. I'm a vegetarian.
Dumbo: So what do you eat? Like beans and stuff?
Me: Uhh.. I eat everything that isn't made of meat...
Dumbo: So do you eat fish?
Me: Where did you go to school?! I'm a vegetarian! A fish is not a vegetable!
Dumbo: I know, but some vegetarians eat fish...
Me: Well those people are not vegetarians. They are Pescetarians. They eat seafood but no other meat.

Dumbo: But seriously, what do you eat? Like, if I ordered a ham sandwich, what would you eat? Just bread?!

Me: Oh jeez...

Dumbo: So if you went to a restaurant, what do you order? If they don't have vegetarian stuff? Fish?

Me: Please God Save Me From This Man.

.peace.☮

.love.♥

.happyness.=]

.allthatgoodstuff. =p

-Jay.Tish

First Sunday

HELLO HELLO HELLO Bloggers, WHATS UP????? Its the the first sunday. Its 2010. I have so many countdowns like my birthday, greece, and graduation. (just to name a few) I can't really think right now but Happy New Year. My winter break is ending =/. I got school tuesday. I worked today it was fun. Im TREY SONGZ OBSESSED.


Trey SongZ - On top


.peace.☮.love.♥.happyness.=].allthatgoodstuff. =p
-Jay.Tish